29-10-2010

this day is one year we seperate . n you know what ? there is still a pirce of my heart that still loving you . but i don't let all of my heart keep loving you because you really don't deserve it . i know when i'm with you , i am the happiest girl in the world . but i don't want hurt again . n i know you won't be mine . you won't come back . so now i will stop hoping . gw berusaha gmn pun cara ny buat kontek lg sama luu , think that all the things can change like before . gw tw smw yg gw lakuin itu bisa bkin gw malu . gw pkir luu masi ky dlu , kalo luu masi org yg gw kenal gw pkir luu bkal seenggany kasi tw gw musti gmn . tp ini apa ? luu sama tmn" luu cma bkin gw bahan leluconan . luu ga tw seberapa gw tkt ny buat ky gt ? buat kasi tw luu gw masi sayang luu . luu mala buat gw jd becandaan ? yg bner ajaaa ! gw tw luu ud sayang bgt ma dy . sampe luu bisa tahan sampe selama ini . tp luu tw ga gw ini kepo kalo ttg luu , gw mau tw semua . luu tw ga setela gw tw semua ituu , tetep sakit hati gw . bner" sakittt sampe netesin aer mata lg. gw tw ini sala gw sendiri krn gw cari tw . tp seenga ny kita dulu perna saling sayang . ngertin perasaan gw dikit kek . dr dlu luu selalu egois . plis brubahhh . jng eois lg . mule skr gw ud ga bkal berharap lg . enough ! i will love my boyfriend like i love you before n i will never ever hurt him because he is a good guy . not like you . until know i still don't know why i been in love with you . if god let me repeat the time . i wish i never meet you . i hate youu ! but still i love you ? i am not suree . for now , i push my self to hate you . because i will hate myself if i still love youu .